*smile* I had intended obsidian's visit to be just what I had said. A nice quiet calm night of watching movies and cuddling. Unfortunately events conspired to leave me exhausted and wired at the same time. No sleep for almost 30 hours and the constant waiting on contractors to show up are not good combinations. My level of frustration and annoyance has been at a major high. And the idea of just relaxing is a wonderful one to me. The idea of relaxing with Obsidian is very sweet.

When he arrived, I told him the situation, about not sleeping and still waiting on the contractors. He immediately started looking for ways I could get some rest. He did show up with food *smile* and considering I do not eat when I should, this is a good thing.

After eating I decided to go upstairs and lay down. I had thought when I relaxed a bit he could get the movie and watch it up there. *smile* then my ideas changed. Its hard for me to put into words how much I enjoy touching Obsidian. He is very well formed *eg* and I enjoy running my hands over his muscles ... and in those umm pajamma style clothes he was wearing... all I can say is yummy.

One of the ways I can lull myself to sleep is by a rhythmical stroking motion. Thigh, chest arm whatever... it does not seem to matter. Just the repetitive stroking is what helps me relax a lot. And of course... stroking his chest... I just had to pinch those nipples... *smile* I love the reactions I get from him. And that just kinda got me started =p.

I kinda like the fact we do not HAVE to have toys to have fun. Oh we have fun with the toys... *smile* but they are not manditory.